I still can't quite believe you've gone. Our friendship was so unexpected, yet grew to be a real joy to me. My favourite memory is taking you to see Rocky Horror. You were determined to come, I wasn't sure you'd enjoy it. I asked you in the interval what you thought and your answer said everything "it's like the best party ever" Sometimes those of us left behind can't understand the "whys". I hope you've found peace, and know how much difference you made to my life.